The Sun is Out!

The sun is out here today in Southern NH, thank god. I have volunteer work to do today, but I just found out that a job I applied for is already being filled, so it must have been an insider to take it. I am in a panic about my unemployment situation. I actually got a response from someone here about being a phone sex operator, and I tell you if I were that kind of woman (which I am not) I would do it, and make big bucks! I am waiting to hear about my appeal for unemployment. I think I am going to win, but who the hell knows? I got a call from the Social Security Disability people yesterday asking me about whether I met with clients in my last two jobs. That puzzles me. Why would they want to know that? Probably they want to know or think I am a therapist, and can continue to do that, but that is not the case. I was awakened by this woman and was not in my right mind. I wish I had been thinking more clearly. She said I would have a decision in a few weeks. This waiting game is very anxiety provoking.