I know have been out of work for one full work week, and it feels very odd. I kept myself very busy last week, although what I most wanted to do was sleep I felt so emotionally exhausted. I didn't let myself as I was afraid to get too used to it. There is a part of me that is really fearful about all of this. I applied for disability benefits last week. I also had 3 doctor's appointments and am being sent back to Physical Therapy. (On my last day of work I went out to eat with friends and as we were leaving the restaurant my foot got caught between two bricks in the sidewalk and I fell, reinjuring both my shoulders. They both really hurt. In addition my Neurologist wants to see me or he will not prescribe any more Neurontin for my nerve pain, since he hasn't seen me in over a year. Oh yes, and my cats are not well. One has some kind of injury on her foot and the other is showing signs of a UTI. Just goes to show--it is a good thing I quit work or my supervisor would be beside herself right now.
I am trying to come up with things for me to do so that I don't just vegetate here at home, and lose all my motivation. I don't know what it is I want to do althought god knows how many times I have said I want to write. Well, here is my chance, but I must be dilligent and work hard. I must be disciplined.
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