The good news is I have a temp job that I have now had for 12 days. I don't know how long this will last though. I am working on a special project that is time limited. I had a bad day there though, so I am discouraged. It has become clear to the supervisor that I don't always learn things quickly and I made a dumb mistake that really upset her. I feel so stupid, even though I know I'm smart it's just that sometimes I need tons of practice to get things right. Details with paperwork are hard for me.
I have been going to tons of meetings because I want to drink. I have been dealing with cravings for a month now. Ever since I had thwose two glasses of wine. Things are not settled, and are not easy right now. Still. Sometimes lately I feel so depressed. I am trying to so hard to keep going.
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