Cloudy

We are again having a cloudy day here where I live. It's cool too. We are all sun deprived. I start back to work tomorrow for two days. Then, next week it is back full time. I was totally hoping to have some miracle happen to me and not have to go back at all, but there it is--time to return. I so don't want to. My boss is horrible. She has been on a roll to try to fire me or get me to quit in the last year and a half. I cannot stand her temper, her yelling at me, berating me, and treating me like crap. I have been trying to find a new job, off and on now for the past year and a half, with no luck. I will get a break, I try to tell myself. The right thing hasn't come along yet. Something really good is out there for me, I just don't see it yet.
My shoulder is still recovering from surgery. I am going back to work only part time for this week as a compromise. The person treating me would love it if I stayed out two more weeks but I won't get paid anymore if I dont' start going. My mother is willing to help me financially, but when I told her I wouldn' t get paid if I didn't go back, she got very anxious and said "What are you going to do you have to go back!" I should have just asked for the money to cover two weeks and let it go at that. My right shoulder is now giving me difficulty because I have been using it to compensate for the left. I can't afford to have that one go right now. Enough whining.