Friday, March 03, 2006

Where I have gone

I haven't been here in 3 weeks. I haven't had anything to say really. I haven't worked much. I just applied for another job today. I had to go to the local school district's office and it was totally inaccessible! I couldn't believe it! There have to be parents out there who are disabled, who are needing to get into that building. No railing on the stone steps outside, a really old freight elevator that requires major strenghth to open and shut the doors, and if not the elevator, then it requires going up 20 steep steps.
I have been feeling down lately, which is why I haven't written , I guess. I am having an identity crisis now being without steady work, and no kids or partner. A friend told me recently that another woman we know who has CP is wanting to go to the local assisted living place, and she is only 58. I just turned 45, and it stopped me short, making me wonder how long I have to stay active and busy. I don't want to think about it too much! I am trying very hard to stay busy.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Poetwoman ~ this isnt good.
pardon my long absence..work, a bit of illness and some other juvenile stuff.

whats yer email? i'd like to talk to ya more, if thats okay with u?

i dont have what you have but possess health problems that sometimes require..creative solutions.

talk to me..