I started this blog because I thought I had something to say about living a life with a disability. It seems that in fact my life is boring. I don't have as much to say as I thought. Now a newspaper reporter in my area wants to know who in the area blogs. I don't know if I should come forward, but probably I will. I am self absorbed really. I want people to know what I think, but at the same time, I don't know if I want someone I know to read this. Being anonymous is kind of fun. It allows me to say what I really think.
I have gotten information from the Disability Law Center in the state I work in, regarding having been on medical leave. I cannot be treated in a retaliatory way because I was on leave. So, I was right to tell my supervisor that telling me that I cannot go to medical appointments during the day, was illegal like I said. Things continue to be difficult there at work for me. She will not give me a break. I went out today and bought an "interview suit". I am trying to be positive, thinking I will go on job interviews soon. I am trying to keep my head up above water. In truth, I really started to feel depressed this week about my situation at work. I am trying to not let that blackness get me, but god this week was hard. I just pray that a job will come my way soon. Going to my current job is torture. Sundays are the hardest because I know the next 5 days are coming.